So is it a good thing or a bad thing that the receptionist at my clinic knows me on a first name basis? On the one hand it’s nice because it adds a little personal touch. But on the other hand, it means I’ve been there far too long. And as I sat there in the waiting room, not making eye contact with anyone, I hear more first namers come in too. Now wait a minute, it would be my hope that there are not too many first namers in the room because that means one of two things: Either the Dr’s office sucks, which is kind of hard for me to believe since they are one of the top clinics over here or the treatments just don’t work for some of us poor souls. Awesome, I think I’m in that second category. I don’t want to be a first namer anymore. I want to move on and sit all comfy in the waiting room of my OB’s office with all the other happy pregnant people. I don’t want to suffer from IF anymore. I want to have a brood at home waiting to give me hugs and kisses when I walk through the door. I don’t want…… Ok enough of that rant.
On a side note, it appears as though my FET will get canceled today. For some odd reason my body is deciding to ovulate on its own and ruin the whole process. I’ve had 2 IVF’s and 2 FET’s and not once have I had this problem. Guess there’s a first for everything. Trying to end positively, they said we could still have sex and try naturally. Oh yeah!! Another natural cycle! As if the last 3 years, 3 months and 21 days hasn’t been enough. Oh shoot, there went my positive ending!